Mraahh

Flaw is a great song by Plies…but that is beside the point…I guess I just expect too much out of myself all the time.  I strive for perfection and when I don’t succeed I take it out on myself 100%.  I am always stressed about something and I have a hard time letting things go.  This probably goes back to my huge fear of failure…but hey I want to be a neurosurgeon…so what are you gonna do.  I have no room for “mess-ups” in my life so I just continue to push myself until I am satisfied with what I have achieved…which will probably be never.  So it looks like this big “perfectionist” flaw will be with me all my life. Too bad it’s probably very unhealthy… which is why I am now on the hunt to determine the best possible way to relieve stress.  And this vicious cycle continues…because I can;t fail at that either.

ashbash, bash, BMW, bookworm, tutz, tubs, fag, ash-hole, ashley athood, ash, ashweeezy.

Andy,

Thank you for showing Sia and I the COOLEST bonfire spot ever.  I had such a good time that night, I’m so glad that you convinced us to come out there. Definitely one of my best summer memories thanks to you :) even if we only saw like 4 shooting stars and almost got eaten by wolves…it was an amazing night. haha. 

A few fears of mine are…

• Spiders
• Failure 
• Heights
• Snakes
• Heartbreak
• Putting large amounts of trust in people

Dear Mikey,

Sorry.

Maybe- Secondhand Serenade

O Let’s Do it- Waka Flocka Flame

Bitch- Too Short & E-40

A Lack of Color- Death Cab for Cutie

Moth’s Wings- Passion Pit

Camisado- Panic at the Disco

Dear Diary- Gucci Mane

Such Great Heights- The Postal Service

I Want your Girl- Too Short

Dark Blue- Jack’s Mannequin

Ehh this is actually a pretty accurate portrayal of my library :) 

…I want to go to New York and finallly see Jersey Boys on Broadway :)

1. Utopia by Sir Thomas More
2. 1984 by George Orwell
3. A Farewell to Arms by Ernest Hemingway