Mraahh

Flaw is a great song by Plies…but that is beside the point…I guess I just expect too much out of myself all the time.  I strive for perfection and when I don’t succeed I take it out on myself 100%.  I am always stressed about something and I have a hard time letting things go.  This probably goes back to my huge fear of failure…but hey I want to be a neurosurgeon…so what are you gonna do.  I have no room for “mess-ups” in my life so I just continue to push myself until I am satisfied with what I have achieved…which will probably be never.  So it looks like this big “perfectionist” flaw will be with me all my life. Too bad it’s probably very unhealthy… which is why I am now on the hunt to determine the best possible way to relieve stress.  And this vicious cycle continues…because I can;t fail at that either.